Forest City 4 Chapter 10 -Love-
Later that night, mom came out to the living room to chat, I was trying to flip through the channels to find something to watch: a rated R superhero movie, more cartoons, or a cheap religious movie rerun.
She started, "The party's tomorrow right?"
I nodded my head trying to ignore what happened earlier that day.
"I'm sorry that he tried to ask about it," mom apologized.
"It's just that I thought that Bonnie and I were through forever, that we would stop talking, but lately..." I paused, "it seems like she's been trying to wedge herself in Mac and my relationship." I hadn't told mom what happened at the dance and I'm sure she wouldn't appreciate it either.
"Do you remember what your father said to me when Bonnie broke up with you?" mom asked.
"It was the first year after you had divorced, of course I do," I admitted, "But I can't seem to remember that year anymore."
"He told me that you were going to end up just like him and me, that you would never be able to love someone," mom said trying not to sound all choked up, "now that Mac has come into your life, our life, I've seen you become happier and after so many years of being alone I now see what an influence they have on you... and myself as well. Seeing you happy makes me happy, Cobalt, I may never find someone to love ever again, but I have you to love and that makes me happier than anything else in the world."
"I don't know what to say about that," I began, I could feel tears flooding in my eyes, but for the first time, I ignored them. All I wanted to do right now was hug my mom, to show her how much I loved her back. She didn't care who Mac was, mom just wanted to see us in a better place that Bonnie and I were in.
I didn't tell mom about the dance, I didn't want her to know that I hurt Mac or that Bonnie used me to hurt Mac in the process. I had a feeling the truth would come out eventually, but I felt that mom wasn't ready to hear it yet... maybe never.
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